tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40960909655549315912024-02-21T10:58:17.967-05:00EGGtraordinary: Our Journey to Egg DonationHopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.comBlogger116125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-86482683384246417332016-08-23T14:39:00.002-04:002016-08-23T14:39:38.445-04:00The Struggle is RealIt's been about 6 months since my last post. I feel that life never slows down, it just speeds up. I'm trying to cherish these days while my girls are still little, and that requires my attention almost 100% on them. No time for blogging. My girls are active. Oldest in theater and gymnastics and the twins are in their own separate activities (one in gymnastics and one in dance). I feel lucky that I can be home with them, but I'm running around half the time.<br />
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School starts tomorrow for the twins. This year I decided to keep them together for preschool. Last year was crazy...driving from one school to the next and praying that the weather or other circumstance wouldn't slow me down for drop-offs and pick-ups.<br />
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S just got potty-trained 3 weeks ago. Yes, she's 4 years 7 months old, but she had the most difficult time pooping on the potty. I swear I'm not a bad mom. I potty trained her twin and older sisters just fine. I tried many potty-training methods for S. Some days I didn't try anything at all. Some days I was exhausted and really didn't want to try. Finally, one day it clicked...by doing nothing much at all. She knew she had to go while we were swimming at the pool and I said "let's do this girl" while we walked to the restroom. THANK GOODNESS she didn't give up and just poop in the pool. She pooped in that pool restroom and I was one proud mommy...even if she made me wait longer for this moment than I had hoped to.<br />
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I struggle daily being a mom, but if there's one thing I know I do right--my girls know I love them more than anything in this world.Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-81018639832927841832016-02-09T00:01:00.001-05:002016-02-09T00:01:15.223-05:00And Just Like That, They Are Four!I always thought time slowed down during the winter. Well, not THIS winter! From November 2015 until now, I am really not sure what happened...we were just busy. In January, we celebrated the twins' 4th birthday. We just had a small party with the grandparents, Aunt Meghan and the cousins. They loved their party, especially the presents and cake.<br />
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I can't believe how much they've changed in the past year. Matilda is 4 going on 14. She really catches on to her older sister's behavior and attitude (which isn't always a good thing). I have to say that she is well-behaved for the most part, and she really does listen to me. She's like my sidekick most of the week since she's only in preschool 2 days a week (unlike Sera who goes 5 days/week). I take her everywhere and she doesn't seem to mind. Don't get me wrong, she has her moments where she's like a typically 4 year old, but that tends to happen when she's around her sisters or when it's time for bed (and she's over-tired). She loves swimming, and she can now go under water and pick up rings at the bottom of the pool. I'm amazed how much more comfortable she is in the water compared to 4 months ago. She decided to quit dance for the new year and take gymnastics with Sera instead. After 3 classes, the instructor says she's ready for the next level. She's a fast learner. DH is trying to teach her how to play the piano and guitar. She really shows an interest in music. She's still shy around people she doesn't know well, but once she's comfortable with someone, she will not stop talking. She loves wearing dresses...pretty much everyday! Her favorite color is pink.<br />
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Sera is so different than Matilda in so many ways. I love that they are different and have their own personalities. I feel like Sera will always be young at heart. She's so carefree and happy. She doesn't like to be told what to do and sometimes, it's her way or the highway! She is persistent and demanding. Her preschool TA's joked that when she is older and in a relationship, she will wear the pants in the relationship. It's so true! She seems to like gymnastics, especially now that Matilda takes the class the with her. (As much as they argue and fight, they really do like each other and enjoy being around each other...at least, I like to think so!) Sera's speech is taking off...I think going to preschool 5 days a week with speech therapy has really helped her. She's become more independent because Matilda isn't at school to talk for her. She loves to sing in the car--it's so darn cute! She loves wearing her "kitty" leggings and her favorite color is blue.<br />
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Today, they had their 4 year old well-checks. They are both growing well and healthy. Matilda was 42 inches tall and 38 lbs while Sera was 40 inches tall and 40 lbs. Matilda had to have a urine test (I've been worried about her thirst and constant potty trips). Both girls had their first blood tests. I have to admit I was a little nervous because back in November, Sera had a crying tantrum about the flu mist up her nose. She thought it was the worst thing--2 nurses had to hold her down to give it to her! So, I warned the phlebotomist today that Sera was a feisty one and that she better go first because if she saw Matilda cry, it would be over! Sera went first and surprised us all. She looked at what the phlebotomist was doing the entire time. No flinching, no crying, no "ouch." She even smiled as if she enjoyed having blood drawn from her. She is one of a kind. She made a liar out of me. Matilda went next, and she didn't enjoy it as much. She kept saying it hurt, but she didn't cry. I was so proud of my brave girls. My ten year old would have been a different story...she would have cried like a baby.<br />
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It's never a dull moment with these girls. It's almost midnight here, and Matilda has already gotten up once for the potty and fell out of bed within the last hour. Falling out of the bed was a first for her. They are full of surprises, and they always keeping me on my toes! I wouldn't have it any other way, though.<br />
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I love love love them!Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-50367094408502133202015-10-02T23:58:00.001-04:002015-10-02T23:58:25.871-04:00A Good Week...SurprisinglyLast weekend, DH and I took our first long weekend trip to St. Louis for a wedding...without the girls. We traveled by airplane and were gone for 2 nights. I was expecting lots of anxiety and worry on my part. However, I was alright. Of course, I missed the girls like crazy, but I have to admit it was nice eating a breakfast being able to carry on an adult conversation without interruptions. I checked in via text messages with my Mom throughout the days, which really put my mind at ease. My Mom reported that the girls were doing fine, and I knew they were. I just liked the reassurance every couple hours. Overall, it was a great trip and we all survived...even my 69 year old Mom! (She would laugh at that comment).<div>
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With playdates, school, dance class, gymnastics class and swim lessons, I seemed to keep on schedule this week and not forget anything overly important. Ironically, I think I do better with time management, the busier I am. I'm crazy like that! Haha. </div>
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School went great this week...I don't remember any of the girls complaining about going there. Just my oldest who said she wanted to stay home because she was going to miss me. When she got home on Monday from school, I asked if she missed me. She shrugs and says, "not really." She loves some drama on Monday morning for me. </div>
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Today was Matilda's first swim lesson EVER! She's my shy, soft-spoken one, and I thought for sure that she would have a difficult time getting in the pool without me. She was still shy and soft-spoken with her swim instructor, but she seemed confident and even smiled through her 30 minute lesson. I was shocked. My little girl is becoming more independent day by day. </div>
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And Sera had a great week of expanding her vocabulary. She's saying 3 sentence words more consistently. "Please hold me." "Pack lunch please." She rattled off several new words this week and did very well repeating words that I said to her. Pronunciation isn't always perfect, but she's trying. </div>
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Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-28293846993166703862015-09-16T22:53:00.001-04:002015-09-16T22:53:21.733-04:00Finally...The First Day of PreschoolMy oldest and Sera have been going to preschool for almost 3 weeks now. Matilda was waiting patiently and kept asking when does she go to her school. Today was her day. She was pretty excited, but I knew when we got there she wouldn't want to leave my side. She's always been my shy, clingy one. Luckily for her, this preschool has a parent stay the entire time for the first day. (Definitely doesn't feel like a first day to me...more like an orientation). Matilda had to stay within 3 feet of me at all times. <div>
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Why different schools for my twins? Definitely not my ideal situation, but I had to do what I felt was best for Sera. With her speech delay, she was able to sign up with the county preschool and receive her speech therapy while at school. It's great for her and she really excels in this type of situation. On her first day almost 3 weeks ago, it felt like just another day of school. She was eager to go--in fact, she was up early that morning. She woke me up and told me she needed to "pack" (her snack). She's excited to be around other kids. Ironically, she's an angel at school while she drives me bananas at home. Like I mentioned on my last post, she will push every one of my buttons daily. However, at the end of the day, she'll give me the biggest hug.</div>
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I tried to get Matilda into Sera's school, for they do take "role model" students (that's what they call them), which are basically kids that are not on an IEP. Unfortunately I was one month too late signing her up, so I was on a waiting list for her to be a "role model." #9 on the list. :( So, that's why my twins go to different schools. They are so different and independent of each other that I don't think it bothers them. In fact, I think they tend to play more together at home now that they don't see each other as much. Sera is in school 5 days a week for 2.5 hours. I feel like half my morning is spent in the car driving, but as long as they are happy, I'm happy.</div>
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Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-91410699862416330672015-09-14T23:23:00.000-04:002015-09-14T23:23:05.904-04:00I'm Back! Seriously, I am not good at this blogging/writing thing! I feel like everyday is just constant motion and little time for me to sit down and write. I just filed 2014 taxes if that tells you anything!<br />
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Maybe I should write less in one post and write more frequently. I mean, can I take 10-15 minutes out of my day to write a blog post?! I'm going to try it. Not everyday. At least once a week.<br />
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So, what prompted today's post, you might ask...or maybe no one is following this anymore. That's okay too. This can be for me only. :)<br />
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Proud Mommy moment. I haven't really cried in awhile...hormones must be in check lately. However, today I let it out.<br />
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Sera, who is my more challenging daughter--always getting into trouble, climbing on counters to reach candy, taking her sister's things and running off with them (taunting "haha, haha"), helping herself to whatever she feels like, doesn't take "no" for an answer, still not potty-trained, and able to press every single one of my buttons within a day--made me cry tears of happiness today. <br />
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Long story short: she met this little girl who is about 5 (Sera is only 3.5 now) through school this past summer. This little girl is severely handicapped. I'm not sure what disability she has, but I know she is bound to a wheelchair, can't talk, and seems to lack muscular function. Sera has talked about her on several occasions, and she tells me how she doesn't see "Kate" anymore. Well, today I was walking Sera into the school and she saw Kate right away in the lobby. Sera ran ahead of me and gave the biggest hug she could give to Kate. It was one of those sweet moments I will cherish forever. Right away, tears formed in my eyes and I thought what a special little girl I have. I have never seen another child make any contact with Kate at school, and here's my sweet girl showing love.<br />
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And, if that wasn't enough...one of the little girls in her preschool class was having a rough time at "drop off" today. What did Sera do? She hugged her. It's nothing she thinks about; she just does it. She's the most caring 3 year old I have ever seen and I can't believe she's my daughter.<br />
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Needless to say, I balled like a baby when I got to the car. My daughter touches my heart and she makes me so proud. While I do believe your environment, your parents, your peers shape who you become, I truly believe Sera has a little bit of extra kindness in her soul.<br />
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<br />Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-21413470147288107852015-05-12T23:18:00.002-04:002015-05-12T23:18:46.884-04:00Premature Ovarian Failure...Still Here(This post was written a month ago--rambling emotions put in writing--I blame it on the POF! Ha!)<br />
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Yep, I still have Premature Ovarian Failure (or should I say Primary Ovarian Insufficiency). I rather call it the first because the "Failure" part just seems more appropriate in my opinion. My ovaries are not working...they are failing or have failed. It's been 10 years now since my diagnosis, yet I can still remember that day like yesterday. I remember the doctor (who I haven't seen since that day). I remember the words that broke my heart. I remember thinking my life would never be the same. I remember that day as the first time I ever heard of "egg donation."<br />
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My heart was definitely hurt that day and little did I know, my life would never be the same...but in a good way. While at the time, I thought "egg donation" sounded strange...and scary in so many ways. In fact, I didn't even see it as an option until 5 years later. Crazy that it only took time and some mending of my heart to see that maybe using an egg donor was the answer.</div>
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It was the answer for us--though we didn't see it that way 10 years ago. I remember thinking that I was going to try everything in my power to conceive naturally, which ironically I made some significant lifestyle changes (diet, supplements, acupuncture) and did conceive naturally. And that was 3 months after having an FSH of 85 and estradiol levels of 0. Thankfully, we had our healthy baby girl and everything in the world was wonderful. Still had to take HRT because POF was there...but now I had a child who really took my focus away from POF.</div>
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A couple years go by, POF re-surfaced. How are we going to grow our family? Naturally conceiving was definitely not happening this time around. POF was in its same state...slight visibility of one ovary but the other was not even seen. Egg donation came up again...so did adoption. We looked into adoption, but when it came down to the 2 options, I really wanted to be pregnant again. Finding an egg donor became our mission and when we found one, we were so happy and relieved to start the process. Unfortunately, that DE/IVF cycle was unsuccessful, and we spent our savings to make it happen. That was it--we couldn't afford another cycle.</div>
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While I don't find myself to be extremely lucky, I do at times feel like someone is watching over me. When the doctor met with us over our failed cycle, as he told us that he was disappointed, I never imagined that he would tell us he wanted to give us a 2nd cycle at no charge. While I thank our egg donor for our beautiful twin girls, I thank our doctor as well. POF is definitely not in the forefront of my mind at that time.</div>
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A year goes by since our girls' birth and I start to notice my cycles changing while on my HRT. They are getting heavier and longer. Darn you POF...I start to worry. Why are my cycles changing?! Same HRT but different outcome. Six months go by and I decide to tell my OB/GYN. She has another doctor check into it further with an ultrasound. This doctor is clueless about POF. He's saying my lining is too thick especially since I have POF. My doctor was not too worried because I am on HRT which produces a lining similar to someone who has a normal hormone balance. She decides to perform a biopsy on my uterus. Everything checked out fine. Doctor suggests lowering my estradiol dose. Ugghhh, really?!? That dose was making me feel good. We lower it...still heavy long periods. I give up.</div>
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Now this month (after almost 2 years of heavy long periods), I have a fairly light period! Nothing really changed in the last month, so I'm not sure why the change. Still on HRT (1/2 estradiol dose for the last year, still on Provera), still have POF. While we are done having children, my focus is to keep me healthy for my children. I want to do what's best for my body, but I'm not sure what's best when it comes to POF. POF is still here. It never left...my focus just changed throughout the last 10 years.<br />
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Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-6300696594206313992015-03-07T22:47:00.001-05:002015-03-07T22:48:35.657-05:00How Do I Sum Up a Year?!It's been far too long since I wrote a post. It makes me somewhat sad, for so much has happened in the last year. Along with no blogging, I haven't kept up with my scrapbooking. The only documentation I have is TOO MANY photos on my computer that need to be consolidated and eventually printed. I keep saying things will slow down, but I feel like every year gets busier and busier.<br />
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Most importantly, we are all doing great. I love being at home with the girls, but they definitely keep me on my toes. Sera and Matilda turned the big THREE on January 2nd, and my oldest daughter turned NINE on January 29th. We kept their birthday celebrations small. My 9 year old had a sleepover with two of her friends, and they had a blast, staying up until 4am!!! Seriously, I couldn't stay up that late even if I tried. We celebrated the twins' birthday with a birthday dinner at the their favorite restaurant Applebee's. Sera ordered chicken fingers and applesauce, and Matilda ordered mac n cheese and broccoli. Of course, cake and presents at home followed.<br />
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In February, Sera and Matilda had their 3 year check up. It was confirmed that they are growing too fast! Matilda was in the 98th percentile for height (almost 40 in tall!) and 34 lbs. Sera was shorter by an inch and a half and out weighed her sister by 2 pounds. Sera has seemed to develop eczema this winter, but otherwise, both girls are healthy...and happy! :)<br />
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Before their 3rd birthdays, we decided to take a family vacation to Disney World in December. It was by far our favorite and best family vacation yet! We loved it so much that we want to go again in December 2015. It was a relaxing time for us. With DH always working and I'm always trying to stay on top of things at home, it was nice to not have to worry about day-to-day tasks that we normally do. I think our happiness just poured onto all the girls--I've never seen them so happy. They giggled like crazy on the Tomorrowland People Movers ride (at the Magic Kingdom), which I never would have guessed that they would enjoy it that much. Another favorite was the Honey I Shrunk the Kids playground at Hollywood Studios. They could have spent the whole day there.<br />
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Sera and Matilda started a one day a week "school" in the Fall. There were a some cries at drop-off for the first couple weeks, but they love it now, especially Matilda. We continued with gymnastics class, but once we switched gyms, Matilda no longer wants to go. While Sera does gymnastics class, Matilda hangs with me in the waiting room. I was hoping they would do the same activities (at least until they were in school full-time), but it looks like they are already showing their individuality and they have less dependence on each other than I thought. I think it's great, though. They are definitely their own person, so why not have different interests?<br />
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We took a vacation to Myrtle Beach in May, but we decided to drive. I could have done without the drive. Haha. The girls would probably agree. They don't do well sitting for long periods of time--can you blame them? I was going stir-crazy in the car as well! We won't do another road trip vacation until they are a few years older or maybe break up the trip, so we aren't driving 10 or more hours straight. After this vacation, I needed a vacation from my vacation! (which is probably why we took the Disney vacation later in the year)<br />
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Overall, 2014 was a good year for us. We are always staying busy and the girls make sure I am always busy! Matilda is more independent while Sera likes to be near me or try to help me. Or if I don't give Sera all the attention she wants, she makes sure that she gains it in some way. She can be a stinker, but she is the sweetest Mommy's girl. :)<br />
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I'd like to write more this year...that will be my goal.<br />
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<br />Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-31212930391868128082014-02-10T23:21:00.003-05:002014-02-10T23:27:27.054-05:00The Big DecisionI want to start by saying...this post is for me. I want to write how I'm feeling and come to grips with the decision we made. If I offend anyone, I apologize, but we are all entitled to making our own decisions that ultimately affect our own lives. Clearly, it wasn't an easy decision.<br />
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At the start of the new year, we received a bill from our clinic...I knew it would eventually come and I'm actually amazed it didn't come sooner. Our cycle was in May 2011 and we finally were billed a storage fee for our 6 leftover embryos. It was $400. Not a huge number, but enough where I felt we needed to make a decision--either we pay the fee and cycle soon or we complete the disposition form and consider our family complete. I definitely didn't want to make this decision, especially now. I felt I wasn't ready to decide. But maybe I wasn't ready to decide because I really didn't want to come to the conclusion that our family was complete. It seemed so final. Were we done building our family?<br />
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DH and I talked it over. It wasn't a long discussion but to the point. DH said if I wanted to try for another child, he was on board with it. But he agreed, we should cycle soon again (within 6 months) if we were going to grow our family, for I'm turning (gulp) 37 this month. Definitely not getting any younger. Of course, DH asked if I wanted to go through rounds of injections again. Yes and no. For a child, I would do it again but no, I really didn't want to put my body through it again. (This would be my 3rd round--let's not forget about my first failed cycle). It's different when one gets pregnant naturally. I'm almost positive I'd have 4 or 5 kids by now if I could conceive babies naturally. <br />
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I asked DH what he wanted to do...did he want to do another cycle? Did he want another child? His response really made me think, for at this point, I wanted another child. I wanted 4 children. I wanted an even amount of children. (silly I know) These aren't his exact words, but these are the main ideas: He's extremely happy with our three beautiful girls. We have been blessed with healthy children. Another child would take attention away from our 3 girls--who truly demand a lot of attention from both of us. I prefer to focus our attention on what we have, but if you want to try for another child, I will support you and we can make it happen.<br />
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Geez, I hate when DH makes sense and brings me back down from my dreamy cloud. I kept thinking, 'he's right--we need to focus on what we have--bring all our attention and energies to our 3 girls. Our family is complete.' DH also said if God wishes, he will bless us with another baby on his terms. (Well, I'm pretty sure that isn't happening again--but, yes DH is right--anything is possible).<br />
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For the next couple days, I went back and forth...I hated having to make this decision. I felt like it was MY decision, for DH was supportive either way. This decision was more difficult (for me) than our decision to have children through an egg donor, in the first place. Then, I kept thinking, WHAT IF's. What if, I went through a cycle and it failed. I would be heartbroken and mad--mad that I put my body through more drugs--mad that the cycle would take attention away from my girls--and all for nothing. Mad that I spent more money on a failed cycle--money that I could be saving towards my girls' educations. And what if the cycle worked, I would be excited but nervous--would the pregnancy affect my girls' current needs? I couldn't snuggle on the rocking chair with them both in my arms with a big belly. And once the baby arrived, my attention would be shifted towards their baby sister or brother--how would my girls' feel about it? I know these seem like silly thoughts, but they are true thoughts that came to my mind. I know people have babies within 2 years of each other, but I wonder if they have similar thoughts. I was looking at every angle of the situation...the analytical part of me was in full force.<br />
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In the meantime, I got another bill...had another month passed? A month of thinking, of questioning, of trying to make sense of what to do with our frozen embryos. Why was this so difficult? A part of me really wanted another baby, and I knew I had enough love to give to another baby. I kept thinking of our girls. It was becoming apparent that I wanted to focus on our 3 girls--they are my (and DH's) main priority. <br />
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The girls had their 2 year check up on January 15th. Surprisingly, they were more fearful of stepping on the scale and getting their height measured than they were of their shot. Go figure! Silly girls! Sera cried for a few seconds after shot. As I was holding Matilda down for her shot, I asked the nurse, "are you done yet?" She was already done and not a word or flinch from Matilda. I couldn't believe it. Anyway, here's a little update on them:<br />
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Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-14619456898136250552014-01-08T23:13:00.002-05:002014-01-08T23:16:03.844-05:00Newly Two Year OldsWith the New Year, we also celebrated our sweet girls' 2nd birthday. We were happy to escape any flu/cold bug during the Christmas/holiday season (last year was awful with the twins and me down with the flu). The girls' actual birthday was great; however, the following day, Sera must have caught a stomach bug. For the next 5 days, my poor girl was sick to her stomach with not so lovely diarrhea. That's my excuse for this late post. (She's was almost 100% better today...thank goodness!)<br />
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Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-12410348536083062402013-10-02T13:12:00.000-04:002013-10-02T14:04:58.621-04:00Are we done yet?This is a topic of recent conversations between DH and me. Are we done trying to expand our family? We have 3 healthy, beautiful girls who we love like crazy. Our family feels complete, I think. <br />
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If we didn't have SIX frozen embryos from our DE cycle, I'd say we were done. We definitely don't want to go through another fresh DE cycle. For starters, the cost is more than we can handle. But we have six embryos left and the cost of a frozen embryo cycle is significantly less expensive. Do we try for another sibling and even out our "odd-number" family? If the embryos don't make the thaw, at least we could say we tried and we do get refunded the cycle costs (minus $150). <br />
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Infertility sucks even when you have children. Let's say I didn't have Premature Ovarian Insufficiency/Failure. Would we try for another baby? Both DH and I agree on this--of course, we would try for one more. First, it's fun trying to have another (when you know you can actually conceive another). Second, there's minimal costs (no medications needed, no cycle fee, etc). Third, if you're fertile, you don't have to be disappointed with the time, money and heartache that an IVF cycle can put you through...to only have no baby in the end. :( So, yes, infertility sucks even when you have children. Going through another cycle is a reminder that my body is broken in the embryo-making department.<br />
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So, the question is: do we go through a frozen embryo cycle? Especially knowing that the success rate isn't as high as a fresh cycle. The thought of injections and pumping my body of estrogen again is not very appealing. <br />
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I don't know the answer right now. I'm sure DH would say let's be happy with what we have now...which I'm sure many would agree. But what about our remaining embryos??? Here's a chance at another child that if I was not infertile we would definitely want.<br />
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I'm looking for a sign...something that jumps out at me and gives me the direction I need on this decision. I'm feeling lost. Please don't get me wrong, I love my family as it is, but if there's a chance for another, do you leap forward and embrace the opportunity? Or do you donate the embryos to science (which is our decision if we don't use them) and hopefully be at peace with the decision you made?Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-14826424472653398812013-07-15T23:14:00.002-04:002013-07-15T23:14:45.455-04:0018 Month Update<br />
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The girls just had their 18 month check up today and they did awesome. No shots today, so I'm sure they were happy about that. I was definitely happy about it...no screaming or crying. My older daughter came with us, which was a first. She kept wanting to tell the doctor facts about the girls. (i.e. Matilda likes to give me hugs, Sera doesn't suck her fingers, she sucks her THUMB, etc.) Just a little background on my 7 year old: she didn't talk much when she was young. I swear she only said a few words at 2 and I did get a little worried when she was 3 and I really couldn't understand her. At 7, this girl can TALK. Sometimes, I can't get her to stop talking and her vocabulary is amazing. Who would have thought?!? Ok, back to the twins...one thing is for sure: THEY ARE GROWING!</div>
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Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-88143695440416961852013-07-05T13:13:00.001-04:002013-07-05T13:13:13.874-04:00Time - All I Need is TimeAs usual, I don't know how my days slip away so quickly. I need to find time to blog, so I don't forget all these precious memories that are being created. Seriously, I admire those who blog at least weekly, and I want to know how you do it! :)<div>
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The girls just turned 18 months on July 2nd and I need to write an update, but it won't happen today. I've been busy cleaning house as they nap, and I'm starting to hear one of them stir. Maybe tomorrow...maybe next week...when my oldest is at camp.</div>
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Just a quick photo...can you see the love? They melt my heart.</div>
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Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-64054560007588594702013-04-28T18:10:00.000-04:002013-05-01T22:16:39.183-04:0015 Month Update...A Little LateEarlier this month, we had the girls 15 month check up. Of course, with everything else in life, I've been playing catch up. So, this is going to be a long post (just warning anyone who is reading!) I'm writing this post for me since I can't seem to organize my thoughts/feelings and the girls' milestones anywhere else. <br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Foods They Don't</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">: They really are great eaters. They eat better than my 7 year old! I can't think of anything that they absolutely dislike eating. (If they don't like something, it's probably something I don't like--I typically don't make foods that I dislike). Sera does not really like juice, though...at least, not yet.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Favorite Things To Do</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">: They love to listen and dance to music. (Matilda dances on her toes--maybe a ballerina in the future?) They like to play in their pottery barn chairs; they can now move them across the room and flip the chairs over. (thank goodness they are made of foam!) They love to talk to each other in their cribs. They like to hug and kiss their stuffed animals as well as us. They are very affectionate towards us; it just melts my heart. Lately, they seem to like car rides and like when I say, "let's go bye-bye's."</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b><br /></b></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Dislikes</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">: They dislike being hungry and tired. Matilda does not like her poopy diapers. A first happened the other day: I heard her crying in her crib and when I checked on her, she had her sleeper & DIAPER off (which was full of poop). So happy she didn't make a mess with her poop! Unfortunately, they do beat up on each other a bit. Sera likes to pull Matilda's hair and Matilda likes to hit Sera, so who is ever getting the end of the deal is upset. I hate seeing them pick on each other, but I hear from other twin moms that they experience similar experiences. (On the positive end, I do see them hug each other too).</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Their Accomplishments</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">: They are walking professionals! :) In fact, they are starting to run. They climb more than I'd like. Matilda has an easier time climbing because she has the extra inch or two over Sera. The climbing might be an accomplishment for them, but it sends me in panic mode when I see them standing on the very top of the couch looking out the window. They have learned to get off the couch without just falling off. They know how to turn on/off electronics and Matilda has managed to enter my password on my iphone and dial a number. Crazy, huh?! I keep calling her the genius of the family. They just started learning to climb the stairs (another scary milestone for this momma). They are learning to use utensils, but I often find it less messy when they don't use them. The now wave their hands 'Hi' and 'Goodbye.' They have changed so much in the past 3 months or so; it's so difficult to keep up with all their accomplishments.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Sleep</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">: They are sleeping a little better now that we eliminated bottle feeding during the night. Every now and then they would wake up, and we would give them a small bottle to get them to sleep. Our pediatrician suggested not doing this when they wake up or we'll be doing it for a long time. Instead, we just rub their backs (and usually pick them up for a minute or two) and put them down to sleep. His suggestion seemed to work because we eliminated bottles at night and then they started to sleep through night again. Matilda still wakes in the middle of night at least once, but she goes down after she's reassured that we are there for her. Sera seems to be the better sleeper in general. Occasionally, when Matilda actually sleeps through the night, Sera will get up once (go figure, Murphy's Law right?) They are sleeping better though lately, so I can't complain. They usually wake around 7am, take a nap ~11am (nap about 1.5 hours), and down for the night ~7:30pm. Sometimes, Sera will squeeze another late afternoon nap (~45min - 1 hr). There are those days though where they don't take naps at the same time, which makes for a busy, exhausting day for me.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Looking forward to</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">: Seeing them interact more with each other and using more and more words. I'm looking forward to BOTH of them sleeping consistently through the night.</span></div>
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Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-82183336584034884152013-02-12T11:27:00.002-05:002013-02-12T11:27:51.433-05:00The Twins Look Nothing Like YouThose are the words from my 10 year old nephew! This was several months ago during our move. These words were never forgotten. This moment was never forgotten, but truthfully, I really wasn't ready to blog about it. A part of me was really hurt by these words. At the time, I was mad at my nephew for saying it. I knew I needed time to just think it over and in a sense, get over it. Of course, my mind was pre-occupied with our move and just being a mom to my 3 girls.<br />
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Unfortunately, I probably will never forget these words from my nephew. (You have to love the "brutally" honest remarks of children...I know my oldest daughter has said a few things that make my jaw drop). My nephew will probably never know how brutal those words were to me, and I'd like to leave it that way. I'm not angry at him. Though the remark has got me wondering. Did my sister-in-law (who shouldn't know we used DE) state something similar around her son or did he come up with the idea on his own? It's not like they see the twins that often...maybe once every 2 or 3 months. Do the girls really look that different from me??? We all have blue eyes. Matilda's hair color matches mine.<br />
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I guess, I'm wondering, does our family and our friends think the same? Do they think the twins look nothing like me? Do they talk about "it" amongst themselves? That would bother me and I really hope they aren't engaging in such petty talk (so that's what I call it). Who gives a SH*T who they look like?!? They were built and nurtured inside me and I (we) love them like crazy.<br />
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Sometimes, I wish I could have blurted out to my nephew: Yes, I know they don't have my facial features. Yes, we used an egg donor. Yes, they are my children. End of story.<br />
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Instead, I just said, "really, you think so?" Wow, real profound, right? I was stunned and hurt. Stunned that someone would actually say that to me (whether it's the truth or not). Hurt because it is true (they will never look like me) and I'm reminded of our painful path of infertility. I moved on that day though because we were literally moving into our new home. I'm glad we were busy. <br />
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Looking back, I know it's better I acted like I did. If confronted with the same words again: "The twins look nothing like you," how will I respond? Probably the same way, I'm guessing. I'm not ready to divulge their conception story to everyone I know. As of now, I'm thinking I'll wait for them to be old enough to understand, and they can make that decision on their own whether they want others to know.<br />
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Do the words still hurt? Sure they do, but I'd like to think I won't be caught off guard next time. If someone asks about their conception, I'm perfectly happy to say: "None of your business." If someone states something about their looks, so be it. I'm their mother and it really doesn't matter what they look like. After all, I really don't think I look like my biological Mother--I have a lot of my Dad's features.<br />
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<br />Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-59997886690250320362013-01-18T21:51:00.001-05:002013-01-18T21:55:32.873-05:00One Year CheckupThe girls had their one year check up yesterday. They did AMAZING! I was so proud of them. This was their first visit with a new doctor since we moved. No tears, no screaming until the end of the appointment...the dreaded shots! Three of them! <br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Foods They Don't</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">: Matilda is past pureed food--she's done with baby food! Sera pretty much eats everything and anything.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Favorite Things</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">: Their big sister--they love playing with her. Big sister loves playing with them more now since they actually "play" now. Grandma bought them PB everywhere chairs for their birthday and they love them. They sit in them, crawl over them and stand on them. They still love music.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Favorite toy</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">: They like their LeapFrog activity table (a birthday gift from a relative).</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Dislikes</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">: Bedtime--they never really want to go to bed, especially Matilda. Sera doesn't like laying on her back (probably because she can't flip over yet!) They aren't big fans of sharing yet.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Their Accomplishments</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">: They officially can walk now on their own!!! Sera started taking several steps at their birthday party on January 5th, and she walks like a pro now! Matilda just started walking about 3 days ago. She walked across the room today! They get so happy and clap when they see each other walk. I love seeing them interact!</span><br />
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Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-25445572819957160192013-01-02T22:44:00.000-05:002013-01-02T22:44:11.115-05:00Happy 1st Birthday!!!I remember a year ago so clearly. Getting up early (after little sleep) for my planned c-section. The weather was horrible. We made it on time though. Our nurse was late. She was so calm for just driving 2 hours to get there...I liked her already. Her name was Diane (or maybe Diana...ok, the memory is a little fuzzy). She did an amazing job with my IV. Dr.C came in the room to greet us...friendly and happy as usual. I felt like I was in good hands...and I truly was!<div>
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We have the girls' birth on video, so I will always remember the sounds, the reactions, and the pure beauty of our newborns. I was so in love from the minute they entered this world, and I feel so truly blessed. I feel like I won the lottery with our girls. They make me smile on my worst days and make the good days even better.</div>
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Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-75610949599034220802013-01-01T19:21:00.002-05:002013-01-01T19:28:36.486-05:00A Strange Start to the New YearIt's the eve of our daughters' 1st birthday and guess what arrived this morning!?! The unthinkable has arrived and when you have POI/POF (especially for as long as I have), you really don't think one will actually arrive naturally EVER again. Without taking my Prometrium, my period has arrived!!! My first since 2005!!! (I've been on HRT for so long, my periods come within days of taking Prometrium...no surprises!) However, today was a HUGE surprise. I had some mild cramping last night, but I didn't expect my period.<br />
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Questions arise now. Can I actually ovulate on my own? What would cause me to ovulate this past month? Is it possible to ovulate again? I can't help but feel a little excited.<br />
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Definitely an interesting start to 2013! On another good note, after 2 weeks of flu symptoms in our household, we are all on the mend. Not too shabby for the start of the year.<br />
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Off to party planning for the girls' birthday party this coming Saturday! Can't believe they will be ONE tomorrow! <br />
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-36937634532779450972012-12-06T22:25:00.002-05:002012-12-06T22:25:41.733-05:0011 MonthsThis update is more for me, so I can remember this stage in their lives. :)<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Weight/Height: </b>At 10 months, Sera was weighing 19 lbs even and Matilda was 20 lbs 5 oz. Matilda was an inch taller.</span><br />
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Of course, we are thankful for our beautiful girls and the joy they have brought into our lives. At this time last year, I was huge and uncomfortable, barely able to eat a Thanksgiving meal. This year, we ate as a family of 5 (plus one--my mom joined us) at our NEW home. We fully moved into our new place in September, and we are still working on the house. I have to say we've made tremendous progress on the house even though 2 rooms are still non-livable. DH (with the help of family) has done all the work himself including gutting the kitchen, replacing floors, rebuilding walls, painting the exterior/interior of the house, etc. I have to bite my tongue when friends say how busy they are (off taking vacations) and we are juggling jobs, house stuff, and 3 children. Amazingly, we also lived in the house for the first month without a stove and refrigerator. It hasn't always been easy, but I'm so thankful for what we have and how far we've come. Overcoming obstacles really make you appreciate what you have.<br />
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Baby girls and a new home in one year--it doesn't get much better than this! <br />
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Thanksgiving Day 2012</div>
Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-64367919319398412042012-07-27T16:05:00.004-04:002012-07-27T16:06:35.927-04:00Where Does Time Go?As I go to bed at night everyday, I ask myself that. It's amazing how much time is required to take care of two babies (and their sister). To add to my plate, we decided to move this summer! What were we thinking, right? So we are living temporarily with my Mom until our place sells and until we can move into our new house (which is taking almost 4 months to purchase...long story). It looks like we will be able to move into the new house just in time for our older daughter to start school...whew, let's hope so!<br />
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Moving in with my Mom. Wahoo, instant babysitter! Wrong! Not so much the case when my Mom is a busy senior citizen (and she's the one who labeled herself that). It's been an adjustment--living in boxes/suitcases, cluttering up my Mom's home which was already heavily populated with her things, getting used to stairs with babies (we lived in a ranch), having my Mom tell me what she would do to discipline my older daughter, and the list goes on! All I can say, I love my Mom but there's a reason we don't live together permanently. </div>
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Enough about my Mom. The girls...they are doing amazing. Last appointment at 6 months, they were officially in the 90th percentile for weight (without their 4 week handicap)! I know I couldn't believe my ears when the doc said that. Seraphina is a little shorter (about 2 inches) and Matilda is in the 90th percentile for height too! I have myself some big girls! They are starting to sit up on their own and interact more with each other. Their big sister is still in love with them--just not when they scream. :)</div>
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I hope to start posting more in the Fall--maybe when settled in the new house. There's so much to say, I can't believe these girls have entered my life. They make life so much sweeter. </div>
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(Photo to follow soon!)</div>Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-11825714140343569122012-05-12T21:15:00.000-04:002012-05-12T21:20:06.106-04:00Last Year<b>Last year at this time:</b><br />
I was nervous but excited.<br />
I was skeptical and hopeful.<br />
We returned home from our second DE embryo transfer.<br />
Relieved that the transfer went smoothly.<br />
Then, we waited...for two long weeks.<br />
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<b>Now: </b><br />
I am tired but happy.<br />
I am amazed and grateful.<br />
We hold our two miracles.<br />
Knowing how far we have come.<br />
Now, we are in love...forever.Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-55167497682408421862012-04-06T18:28:00.006-04:002012-04-07T10:00:36.137-04:003 Month UpdateThe girls are 3 months and 4 days today, so I thought I'd document their progress at 3 months. I can't believe the twins are already 3 months. I'm taking the format from Michelle at :http://hearts2match.blogspot.com. Love your updates, Michelle.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Weight:</span> I'm estimating their weights based on our scale at home. The girls did not have a 3 month appointment. Seraphina is about 13 lbs and Matilda is about 13.5 lbs. Matilda is about an inch taller.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Eating: </span> They eat about 4 oz every 3 hours. Sometimes, Matilda will eat 5 - 6 oz and she'll be able to stretch for 4 hours with that amount. Unfortunately, Seraphina usually can't eat more than 4 oz--though she wants to. She devours her bottle while Matilda takes it slow. Seraphina was spitting up quite a bit, so we started to add rice cereal to her bottles, which seems to help with her spit up. I've added cereal to Matilda's bottles too but not as frequently. <br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Favorite Things: </span> They love attention! Sometimes, I think they are already fighting for attention. They love when we talk and sing to them. Seraphina likes to be tickled. It's so cute when she chuckles. Matilda loves her paci, especially when she is tired. Of course, they love to listen to their big sis who can be quite the drama queen.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Dislikes: </span> Being hungry and gas. They also dislike the hours between 5 pm and 8 pm...can't figure out what's up with that time of day, but they are moody then. <br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Their Accomplishments: </span> They smile like crazy! They are amazing with their neck control, especially since I've started putting them to sleep on their bellies. They are grabbing things and following our movements now. They found their hands and they like them very much, especially Matilda who will almost gag herself with them.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Our Accomplishments:</span> I officially can juggle things a lot better now. I've learned to make dinners when I can because I can't always make dinner at dinnertime, especially if I have a needy baby. DH has even gone out of town for 3 to 4 days for work, and somehow I've managed to keep things running smoothly at home. I've learned to feed two babies at once. Just last week I started to really get the girls on a schedule; however, it's not perfect yet. I was the crazy mom when DH and older DD were sick with the flu--I wouldn't let them near the twins. Fortunately, the twins and me were able to stay healthy during that time. Thank goodness!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Sleep:</span> Well, the trick to sleep was having them sleep on their bellies. Around 10 weeks, I started putting them to sleep on their bellies and I've seen a great improvement in their naps and sleep at night. That being said, I watched them like a hawk with their belly sleeping (started with naps) until I was confident that they could move their head/neck well. Just like our older DD, these girls love their bellies. I especially think this is the case for acid reflux babies. I know, I know...the "back to sleep" campaign would cringe at my actions. Before you know it they'll be saying babies should sleep on their bellies. Look at all the head conditions out there now because of back sleeping. From just 9-10 weeks, our twins already have a flat area on their heads from back sleeping. At night, we are getting 6-8 hours of sleep straight from the girls. Not bad, in my opinion. Sometimes, I wake on my own because I can't believe they are still sleeping. Last night, Matilda slept from 8:45pm until 4:30pm and Sera slept from 9:15pm until 6am (wahoo, almost 9 hours!) The girls are so cute. We lay them down in the same crib at separate sides of the crib for bedtime and within a couple hours, they are sleeping right next to each other, touching. They do sleep in separate cribs for naptimes, though.Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-36460112998670363462012-03-22T22:24:00.002-04:002012-03-22T22:46:06.807-04:00Just Some ThoughtsSince I can't seem to find much time to post lately, I thought I'd share some of my current thoughts/events lately.<br /><br />I love our girls (all three of them) more than anything.<br /><br />Seraphina needs an MRI when she reaches 4 months and I know I will be a nervous wreck when they have to put her under for that. (update on that later)<br /><br />I finally got the twins on a schedule today until we reached the dreaded 6:00 hour in the evening. What's with the evening hours where the twins just go crazy crying for no reason? I'm convinced they are just tired.<br /><br />The twins were weighing in at 10 lbs even and 10 lbs 12 oz at their 2 month appt and had their first shots since the hospital. They were not happy at all with the shots and the entire event really wore them out. They slept almost all day.<br /><br />The girls are cooing and smiling like crazy, even at 5:00 in the morning when I want them to go back to bed. <br /><br />I have had stretches of 6-7 hours of sleep from each girl, but it's not consistent yet. Of course, they both don't have their long stretches of sleep at the same time. I've had 5 hours of sleep straight a couple of times. Yay Mommy!<br /><br />The girls have been eating 4 oz every 3 hours lately and I swear, they are on a growth spurt. They rather eat than sleep lately.<br /><br />Naps are still a challenge. I have to separate them during naps. Otherwise, they wake each other up. They do sleep in the same crib at night and seem to do okay then. We do have to use a white noise to help them sleep; they hear every little thing.<br /><br />Speaking of sleep, I started sleeping them on their bellies lately (as I did with my first daughter) and they are sleeping better since. I know my Mom used to put me on my belly and she said that's what was recommended when I was a baby.<br /><br />It's difficult to believe that I used an egg donor for our twins. It really doesn't cross my mind much, and if it does, I have no negative feelings about using an egg donor nor do I have any regrets about our choice to use one. <br /><br />I feel so incredibly lucky for my family.Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4096090965554931591.post-68522277502460624782012-02-20T20:08:00.005-05:002012-02-20T23:47:37.179-05:00A Good Roller Coaster Ride!Wow, it's been a while since my last post! I really wish I didn't wait so long to post, for so much has been going on--I might forget the last few weeks! Sleep deprivation will add to that forgetfulness! <br /><br />I don't know where to start! I'll start by saying how in love I am with our girls! They melt my heart e.v.e.r.y.d.a.y. It's amazing how big they are getting and they are only 7 weeks old! They were weighed last week at 6 weeks: 8lbs 10 oz and 9lbs 5 oz. So why the 6 week weigh-in? Sera had tested positive for cystic fibrosis in her newborn screening. I was a mess after the news, but the doctor assured me that most tests have a false positive. She told me NOT to google it and just have her re-tested along with her sister. What did I do then? I googled the crap out of it! I started to feel a little better once I saw (with my google search) that both sides have to be carriers of the disease, and I was pretty sure our clinic tested for this disease. Even if you have two carriers, only 1 in 4 will have an offspring with cystic fibrosis. Still, I couldn't help but worry until I got the results. The second screening showed that both girls were fine and nothing tested positive. Thank goodness!<br /><br />Despite the small scare, it has been a roller coaster of fun. Sera has already spit up her formula all over Matilda, and DH and I just laughed. Maybe the laughing was due to lack of sleep. Things seem so much funnier when you're tired. I love all their grunts and interesting noises. Sometimes their noises and facial expressions are in response to my questions, so I think they are. I once said out loud, "who wants to eat first?" Matilda literally raised her hand! (no joke) I take photos of them daily and I usually get a hand over the face, as if they are saying, "that's enough, Mom!" <br /><br />Did I mention how in love our daughter is with them? The first weeks were rough. Our six year old wanted to pick out their clothes everyday. Problem: I wanted to pick out their outfits too! :) I did give our daughter numerous opportunities to pick out their clothes, and I am happy to say that she only asks to pick out their clothes maybe once every couple of days now. She tells me constantly that her two favorite girls are her 2 sisters. She says good morning and goodnight to them everyday. It really is sweet. I love seeing the sisterly love. I hope it lasts forever!<br /><br />There have been many challenges in these short 7 weeks. Breastfeeding was the first. The girls had problems with latching in the first couple days and Matilda had to be in the nursery for 24 hour observation with a tube going into her stomach and an iv in her little arm. In the end, she was fine and healthy. I tried pumping in the hospital, but with someone coming into the room every 15 minutes, it was difficult to get on a schedule. When we got home, pumping was even more difficult with trying to recover from the c-section (I was in a lot of pain for about a week) and then trying to care for the babies. I either had time to pump or time to sleep, and I often chose sleep! DH tried to help out as much as possible, but bottle feeding two and then pumping was not working out well. And, then when DH went back to work after a week at home with me, I couldn't do it. I'd cry because I wanted to breastfeed or at least pump, and I was so exhausted. So, that was the end of breastfeeding. I was sad, but I had to let go of the fact that it wasn't going to happen. I tried my best and that's all I could have done. <br /><br />The next challenge was acid reflux. Sera had some huge spit ups once we got home and I noticed that she was getting more and more irritable. She'd arched her back and act really uncomfortable. She'd scream out of nowhere at times. Based on her symptoms, I knew she had acid reflux like our six year old DD had. I called her doctor and told her what I thought. She agreed and put her on a medication right away. She appeared to be doing better while on the medication, but I'm not totally convinced that she's feeling okay after feedings. The doctor said we might have to switch her dosage (frequency) or try a different type of medication. Not sure what we'll try next, but it just breaks my heart to see Sera upset.<br /><br />Our most recent challenge is Mommy (that's me :-)) is feeling under the weather, and to top it off, I think the girls are sick too. They have a slight fever tonight and I'm hoping they are better by tomorrow. They have been sleeping a lot today; however, they still seem to have their appetite, which is good. DH had off work today, so he let me sleep 8 hours straight last night! What a sweetheart he was! <br /><br />Speaking of sweethearts, here's my girls at 6 weeks. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0KWGHtMGHKb0bzfRE4ihOdfYvOOiCsGgy4pWsac6D5tjLGVFINNlBurEAGeaxfDSPqQkZwUNdUhmWS6eGWLV4Ca_tN00Vd_d06Q-Io9oNsACIxb5xDVNAgvjNHAmM7CX_eD0C2N8hrN0/s1600/DSCN6667.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0KWGHtMGHKb0bzfRE4ihOdfYvOOiCsGgy4pWsac6D5tjLGVFINNlBurEAGeaxfDSPqQkZwUNdUhmWS6eGWLV4Ca_tN00Vd_d06Q-Io9oNsACIxb5xDVNAgvjNHAmM7CX_eD0C2N8hrN0/s200/DSCN6667.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5711445425932409426" /></a>Hopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11650168338738897751noreply@blogger.com0