Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Did I feel something?

(5 days post transfer) I know crazy?!? I must be crazy! That's how I'm feeling during this two week wait. Honestly, after the news of no embryos left for freezing, I am somewhat gearing myself up for a BFN. What are the chances that the embryos transferred are of good quality? And, if they are of good quality, what are the chances of implantation? I've read anywhere between 10% - 40%. Those aren't very good odds. And, as I'm thinking BFN, I start getting twinges in my uterus area! Really?! I think my body is playing tricks on me. Is it possible to feel implantation? It's about the time of implantation based on my transfer. They aren't cramps...well, some might consider them cramps. They are very mild, as if something is going on. Is it possible my embryos are still thriving?? I wish I knew.

The only other symptoms I feel are sore boobs (which I've been feeling for awhile due to the progesterone). Otherwise, I feel normal...are the mild cramps/twinges normal? I don't know...

I do know this waiting period is nerve-wrecking! I even imagined today what I would say if the clinic told me "sorry, it was negative." I'm not losing hope, just trying to be realistic (if I need to be)...I don't want to have my hopes crushed either.

1 comment:

  1. Sorry to hear about the remaining embies not making it to freeze. I wouldn't be too discouraged by that though...I think it can depend clinic to clinic how they do things. I think twinges are encouraging :) I don't remember feeling anything or any different but I've heard that's a good sign. I hope they are snuggling in nice and cozy for you :)